Thursday, July 31, 2008
all right. so finally things came to an end. happy ending? yeah. had fun today. great laughter for once. but shitty im falling sick again. this time i think quite bad. the word " stomach flu" is already scary enough . and now im suffering from long term stomach aches. damn. the whole day i was having like pain in the stomach. all those shitty kind. but i know if i went to the toilet, i might just fall asleep in the cubicle! nothing will come out of that tiny hole. just now i was chatting with mandy :) and den suddenly reminded myself of my poor health state and went to grap some medicine to chew down. now im really drowsy. have to stay awake and wait to pass mandy the cha cha song for music. i think i've settled down with a song. its gonna be THE SWEET ESCAPE by GWEN STEFANIE! OMG. SO FUN. it really worked. i could do it. i hope the rest could too.
anyways maths was fun. as during the middle part. michelle had a stomach ache too. ( ps . she was having lao sai too) den she borrowed jolene's ointment. she rubbed some in front of mr lam! LUCKILY HE NEVER SEE. me and cassey was like freaking laughing our heads off. damn funny. seriously. den michelle could take it. she shouted from her seatt if she could go toilet.
Michelle : " MR LAM, can go toilet?"
Mr Lam : " No. Later."
Michelle : " CANNOT VERY URGENT. STOMACH PAIN"
*giggles and think for a few seconds* * eyes all focused on conversation*
Mr Lam : " Ok. GO."
*PEEEW.*
Michelle left the classroom by the backdoor. walao damn funny. the whole class looked at her run to the toilet along the corridor. XD
Mr Lam : " Wa so fast go already"
WALAO ME AND CASSEY PENG SAN. omg super funny la.
that was pretty much what i laughed about in school.
plus - i've seen much more of the other side of my classmates. those whom i never knew could be quite funny at times and could be so trustworthy. i admit i bullied those ppl before but now i know them so much better. after this whole drama i saw the other side of life. its so important everyone goes through this stage. i wont forget this. it was really an experience.
SPECIAL THANKS TO : SUSU BABE! :)
JOLENE iloveyou - jason swee :D
SUSHMITA > surprise?
HAFIDAH > hahas
FRIENDS ARE FOREVER.
anyways maths was fun. as during the middle part. michelle had a stomach ache too. ( ps . she was having lao sai too) den she borrowed jolene's ointment. she rubbed some in front of mr lam! LUCKILY HE NEVER SEE. me and cassey was like freaking laughing our heads off. damn funny. seriously. den michelle could take it. she shouted from her seatt if she could go toilet.
Michelle : " MR LAM, can go toilet?"
Mr Lam : " No. Later."
Michelle : " CANNOT VERY URGENT. STOMACH PAIN"
*giggles and think for a few seconds* * eyes all focused on conversation*
Mr Lam : " Ok. GO."
*PEEEW.*
Michelle left the classroom by the backdoor. walao damn funny. the whole class looked at her run to the toilet along the corridor. XD
Mr Lam : " Wa so fast go already"
WALAO ME AND CASSEY PENG SAN. omg super funny la.
that was pretty much what i laughed about in school.
plus - i've seen much more of the other side of my classmates. those whom i never knew could be quite funny at times and could be so trustworthy. i admit i bullied those ppl before but now i know them so much better. after this whole drama i saw the other side of life. its so important everyone goes through this stage. i wont forget this. it was really an experience.
SPECIAL THANKS TO : SUSU BABE! :)
JOLENE iloveyou - jason swee :D
SUSHMITA > surprise?
HAFIDAH > hahas
FRIENDS ARE FOREVER.
its just pictures of you and me. 7:56 PM.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
told many ppl about it. from seniors to even my uncle. why cannot just leave me alone? since you still got ur friends by ur side. i dont! stop being bitches la. leave me alone.
its just pictures of you and me. 11:18 AM.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
no point salvaging this friendship luh. i'll just join the rest of them and get on. but we're still classmates, contact IS nessesary. i dont wanna hate you guys lar but if i do i'll just make things look really bad. worse. you can hate me la whatever lars. i'll eat with the rest la from tmr.
fresh starts can be good. everything anew.
It ends tonight by the all american rejects
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
sorry for all the anger and whatsoever i've caused and blame it on me la.
well not all friends last that long too. but i've gotta say everyone changes. even those around you. or maybe even think ourselves? you might not know, like me, but well i dont know too.
thats all. thanks for the 1 and a half years of spending life we me. had great times like these
happy memories. <3
fresh starts can be good. everything anew.
It ends tonight by the all american rejects
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
sorry for all the anger and whatsoever i've caused and blame it on me la.
well not all friends last that long too. but i've gotta say everyone changes. even those around you. or maybe even think ourselves? you might not know, like me, but well i dont know too.
thats all. thanks for the 1 and a half years of spending life we me. had great times like these
happy memories. <3
its just pictures of you and me. 8:46 PM.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Decided to do these by myself. LOLS. bored.
1) At what age do you plan to get married?
- i dont know. ask GOD.
2) What i want most now?
- seriously true friendships.
3) Who is the person i trust the most now?
- the person who can promise not to share my secrets. i need that someone too~
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
- well, in presenting yes. in friendship now, no. :(
5) Do you think telling your secrets is stupid?
- sometimes it helps but its stupid that i can tell someone that i know have the slightest chance of spreading it to someone else. i trust these people but what they do hurts sometimes.
6) Are you satisfied now?
- no. help me GOD. :(
7) People who you are afraid to lose right now.
- my closest of all friends. i really do. :(
8) Do you believe in love.
- who doesnt?
9) Have you break someone's heart that the person wanted to commit suicide?
- No. but i've heard of one.
10) What feeling do you love most?
- the feeling of trust. its good.
11) What requirements do you want from your other half?
- the same i do for them?
12) What feeling do you hate most?
- the feeling of getting gossiped by when you know it? <- im serious friends. stop it please?
13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- OF COURSE I DO. do you?
14) What do you think are the most important thing in your life now?
- family and friends. YES.
15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- my best friends. mandy ; michelle ; amanda
16) Whose your best friends?
- if its counted. mandy michelle and amanda. primary school rocks - MARILYN! IMY. WINNIE :D
17) What kind of friend do you wish to be in your friend's eye?
- one that will try to be better, trust worthy, reliable and one that will depend on them when in need. I'LL TRY TO BE BETTER. if you understand.
18) Who rocks in the world.
- family, dog, aunt and uncle( THEY DO!) friends.
19) Do you think there will be peace?
- among friends i hope so. i mean like i can rest my mind in peace on friendship. i try everyday to be a better friend. i hope you see the same way. as for the world. yes i totally believe in D-DAY that will kill every single human on earth and the world could never be a worst place with no life on it. everyone ,well most, in heaven.
20) Will you ever hate the person you once love?
- i wont. but i think you do. what to do.
FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE. <3
1) At what age do you plan to get married?
- i dont know. ask GOD.
2) What i want most now?
- seriously true friendships.
3) Who is the person i trust the most now?
- the person who can promise not to share my secrets. i need that someone too~
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
- well, in presenting yes. in friendship now, no. :(
5) Do you think telling your secrets is stupid?
- sometimes it helps but its stupid that i can tell someone that i know have the slightest chance of spreading it to someone else. i trust these people but what they do hurts sometimes.
6) Are you satisfied now?
- no. help me GOD. :(
7) People who you are afraid to lose right now.
- my closest of all friends. i really do. :(
8) Do you believe in love.
- who doesnt?
9) Have you break someone's heart that the person wanted to commit suicide?
- No. but i've heard of one.
10) What feeling do you love most?
- the feeling of trust. its good.
11) What requirements do you want from your other half?
- the same i do for them?
12) What feeling do you hate most?
- the feeling of getting gossiped by when you know it? <- im serious friends. stop it please?
13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- OF COURSE I DO. do you?
14) What do you think are the most important thing in your life now?
- family and friends. YES.
15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- my best friends. mandy ; michelle ; amanda
16) Whose your best friends?
- if its counted. mandy michelle and amanda. primary school rocks - MARILYN! IMY. WINNIE :D
17) What kind of friend do you wish to be in your friend's eye?
- one that will try to be better, trust worthy, reliable and one that will depend on them when in need. I'LL TRY TO BE BETTER. if you understand.
18) Who rocks in the world.
- family, dog, aunt and uncle( THEY DO!) friends.
19) Do you think there will be peace?
- among friends i hope so. i mean like i can rest my mind in peace on friendship. i try everyday to be a better friend. i hope you see the same way. as for the world. yes i totally believe in D-DAY that will kill every single human on earth and the world could never be a worst place with no life on it. everyone ,well most, in heaven.
20) Will you ever hate the person you once love?
- i wont. but i think you do. what to do.
FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE. <3
its just pictures of you and me. 7:57 PM.
WOW. it has been so fast.
1) my blog has reached its very first 50th post.
2) its sunday already. it wasnt long when i last post on sunday.
3) its already july. thus - mandy's birthday is so near! present! i've gotten yours. AND MINE! :D
4) holiday has ended? does this count?
5) the weekend is ending.
6) i dont know already.
yeah last night slpt really really late. like 2am cos shawn was lonely. marshall wanted to talk. and i saw wu lao shi online at 2am! so i decided to say hi. and she immediately replied. whoa its amazing she's not asleep. hardly any adults will sleep so late and be using msn. lols. she asked me for japanese songs. i didnt have any. i think. but i offered korean songs. she said she dont know those korean drama songs i named. so well forget it. then i talked to marshall until like 1+am den join conversation with shawn. 5 mins later they say they wanna go. so i anything den go sleep lor. this morning wake up like 10am. really late. but who cares! ITS SUNDAY! but damn. tmr's monday already. sian LUH.
anyways. i think im starting it all over again. - you will know. marshall - sure or not?
1) my blog has reached its very first 50th post.
2) its sunday already. it wasnt long when i last post on sunday.
3) its already july. thus - mandy's birthday is so near! present! i've gotten yours. AND MINE! :D
4) holiday has ended? does this count?
5) the weekend is ending.
6) i dont know already.
yeah last night slpt really really late. like 2am cos shawn was lonely. marshall wanted to talk. and i saw wu lao shi online at 2am! so i decided to say hi. and she immediately replied. whoa its amazing she's not asleep. hardly any adults will sleep so late and be using msn. lols. she asked me for japanese songs. i didnt have any. i think. but i offered korean songs. she said she dont know those korean drama songs i named. so well forget it. then i talked to marshall until like 1+am den join conversation with shawn. 5 mins later they say they wanna go. so i anything den go sleep lor. this morning wake up like 10am. really late. but who cares! ITS SUNDAY! but damn. tmr's monday already. sian LUH.
anyways. i think im starting it all over again. - you will know. marshall - sure or not?
its just pictures of you and me. 4:08 PM.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
What a late tuesday. came home late. but earlier then the rest <- YAC people and helpers. Fetched mandy home too. Today's rehearsal was like damn fun la. Didnt had so much fun previously although i must admit. YSL is F-ing FUN! Should join us man in the first place. Then the whole committee damn enthu. Everything also high! Today during ysl damn high told alot of jokes. Had a great time laughing. Played alot during the rehearsal. Was the FAKE VIP of the forum today. With hon kuan, amanda lim, REVATHI, and humirah. :D fun ppl except the one in bold. She claimed today that her dream was one day to be able to wear whites with the blazer? wth? your dream is that? eew. pathetic. Then michelle call her lier she damn angry go into the professional sharing room start telling others. Michelle was like joking only la! so funny khoirul and jin gen had a great laugh too! :D Science wasnt all that great but i did a experiment but failed to get the results though. i hope i can pass science but tough. -.- havent been listening to her for a long long time. her lessons are too soft n noisy n naggy n tiring. Dont have much interest in her maybe? i wan MAMA CHAN! omg. i miss her! she's so granny like. hahas. she gives sweets! so sweet!
thats all for today typed so much already! buuh-byye! :D
thats all for today typed so much already! buuh-byye! :D
its just pictures of you and me. 8:17 PM.
Monday, July 14, 2008
THANK GOD IT'S MONDAY! *TGIM* but seriously. today was hell lot of a slack day. purana didnt come today so we had free 2hs of nothing! so we chatted and did homework all through out. once amanda's phone almost got confiscated by sausage mouth teacher. she damn heng - given second change :D now all busy with YAF and cca. tmr got rehearsal le. last one. didnt expect to be closing up so soon. and soon it will be end of year. damn. after that 2e5 will get broken up. -.- insane ones! pig gang! how can! cannot la... -.-
i wanna say this to marshall.
take it easy marshall! granny will bless you from up there! dont let it affect your studies okays! dont get too upset over it okays! cheer up! hope you get everything organised as soon as possible. :)
best wishes,
stacie :)
we'll be there for you! :D
i wanna say this to marshall.
take it easy marshall! granny will bless you from up there! dont let it affect your studies okays! dont get too upset over it okays! cheer up! hope you get everything organised as soon as possible. :)
best wishes,
stacie :)
we'll be there for you! :D
its just pictures of you and me. 4:57 PM.
its just pictures of you and me. 4:57 PM.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
one thing about sunday its that. tmr's monday again. my eyes are dragging... -.- weekends pass so quickly. Yesterday had my usual tennis coaching. I LOVE TENNIS! :D anyways after that my uncle was driving out of his condo then i saw mr joshua tan. -.- then i so hao xin wave to him. he listening music lols! ipod i bet... white earphones. i was thinking - he listens to wad kind of music man.. barack obama hears pop rock? how cool is that? he's featured on rolling stones. pro... :D today had tuition with mandy. class attendance was usual - jun tong, jun le, jun wei and nerds. i always never listen to tuition de la. cause me and mandy talk talk talk mah :S . jun tong also never listen :D last week i still remember got prank call on mandy's phone during tuition by jun le... -.- so funny. mandy recorded the same number twice with two different people's names and the person kept on calling. then we thought 2 different ppl calling. LOLS! so funny la. lols. then mandy use one of the nerd's phone send jun tong iloveyou. then after that he think is i send him one. -.- lols! funny la that tuition! :D <3 tuition . :D later going some stupid car carnival or something. my father la wanna see car... i will bring psp! PSP TO THE RESCUE! BYE! :D
its just pictures of you and me. 4:15 PM.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
today's the sports hits. didnt do well for my individual one cause i suck at running! But for cca we came in 2nd for the relay thanks to kenet, su zhen and jargan. i was the first runner was really slow couldnt run fast. bought alot of food there. forgot to say it was EXPENSIVE. EXEXEXX. super ex la. 1 packet of chips = $2! i bought one packet and two drinks. xin tong man. lucky got extra cash from my aunt last night. stayed over her house last night. Played 1h of tennis. Had dance class yesterday too and my knee got alittle injured. Old problem anyways. The knee joint hurts cause alot of wear and tear. Cant wait for tomorrow cause you know what? ITS TGIF! -tmr. :D heard from azfar say got meeting tmr? dont know lar. can skip table tennis again? i think so. Busy the whole week liaos. really exhausted. Physically and mentally. -.- i wanna good weekend. no tuition and a break from tennis would be good. just slack for the weekends la. tuesday had YAC again i think. wednesday was the 1st rehearsal out of two. thursday is today- had sports hits. friday - got meeting OR table tennis. hell yeahh.. give me a break!
troubles. i dont know. i need a listening ear. trust worthy ones. :) help me!
troubles. i dont know. i need a listening ear. trust worthy ones. :) help me!
its just pictures of you and me. 8:58 PM.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
damn it. today i never go school. somuch for wishing and dreaming of skipping school, i ended up really falling sick. i got cough, sore throat, fever and running nose. WTH. all the common sickness. who the hell passed all these to me. Around me is my dad and my cousin who is also sick. my dad's worse. He got stomach flu. oh man this sucks. Now im at ah ma's house blogging. I just found out the damn speaker's cant work here. Will double check with brother later when he's back here too. *pause* amanda suddenly flare up at me for letting my house internet down and ask how come im online. i on cause i at grandma house got wrong meh. then keep capping at me. for wad? what did i do la? You can say i could'nt help when you guys were doing it last night but you cannot blame me for causing the internet to be down right. Two night ago i already not online cause internet not working. Den keep scolding me. I also dont know what to do right. I was also saying if you guys havent pass up den i can help tonight cause im here at GRANDMA house so got internet. Anyways i also cannot go school. But i dont see why as a best friend you must say " i dont see your contributions." If i was you, i wouldnt jump right in and start shouting at my best friend for not doing this and that. Dont you ever think what really did happen. I dont know if wad i told mandy was any sort of contributions in you eyes or even mandy or michelle cause i know people do DO do DO gossip behind me. If im not wrong. And plus i dont care if you guys are saying bad. at least i dont show them as much as i do feel underneath. -.- i dont care. i've apologise and wad you wanna think i cant stop you.
its just pictures of you and me. 7:11 PM.
